Phoenix Soul – Puppetry, Prisons and Pangs of Awakening

Image Source (this article was also published on Rebelle Society)   How many times have you begged for mercy, how often have you died so far? And still you are here, reading these words. Because you know how to rise from the ashes. Everytime you hope for the next round to go smoother. And everytime your soul chooses ‘hardcore lane’. […]

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God* Is Helpless – Irony And Perfection Of The Big Picture

Image Source (don’t be offended by God* coming with the pronoun “it” in this article, please read the full text for explanation) Call it God*, Universe, Higher Power. The potent creative Source. The force behind the force behind the force that created All-That-Is. Everything is energy and choice. Creation is a conscious act. So, if All-That-Is and the force that […]

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Resistance, Surrender & Perfect Alchemy

(This article was also published on Rebelle Society) Deep down in the black department of my soul I’m a bloody pervert. I enjoy pain so much. It’s like my secret elixir that keeps me going, seeking. My feelings: intense, desperate, viscerally deep and aching, alive – so I’m staying awake. If it’s getting too comfortable, I’m morphing into a lazy, […]

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Heaven & Hell

Some days I serve God, Other days the Devil wins. Sometimes I get confused. Other times they get confused at what the heck I’m doing, cos it doesn’t belong to either of their departments. Sometimes it’s a bloody f***ing mess. I get frustrated, depressed, angry. Then I stop. I become aware that often what seems so tragic and dramatic is […]

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